running – C-B-Doing Thangs

February 24

Yesterday I thought work dude BLOCKED me on Snapchat which led me into a much needed introspection into security, relational needs, and dependency. I would like to share that a bit with you. I was proud of myself for standing face to face with what I thought was rejection and managing it better than IContinue reading “February 24”

February 12

I’m on the bus to Bellevue, and just realized that I only brought 1 out of a need 2 shoes to change into after the gym. Damn it. I’m gonna be that girl wearing sneakers with a cute outfit. There are worse things. I noticed that I’ve been working at a slower and slightly lessContinue reading “February 12”

February 4

Damnnnn I drafted this on Feb. 4 and it’s now the 10th and I haven’t written in FOREVER AHHHH. Here’s what dramatic Christine was thinking almost a week ago lol: I feeeeeeel like I’m tired of living my loop. Do you ever just get tired of having to try your best at a job andContinue reading “February 4”

January 18

Wrote part of this on the 17th, but life and a concert kept me from posting. The date from the other night was fine. ‘A’ as we will call him was fine. We talked a lot about the weather and cooking. Which are not my favorite topics, but he himself…so nice. Last night I gotContinue reading “January 18”

January 15

Last night my legs were so tired from running and lifting that they buckled when I went down the stairs. Felt great lol. I felt like such an athlete hahaha. This morning got up SUPER early (read: same time as normal, just pity play there) to go to the gym for my workout, but someContinue reading “January 15”