relationships – C-B-Doing Thangs

December 9

I’ve been trying wildly over the past few weeks to mentally make space for new beau, right? Because for the first time in a long time I really want to try. I want to be a peak performance partner. So that is why I am going to TWO therapists. I am writing self-love notes. IContinue reading “December 9”

February 24

Yesterday I thought work dude BLOCKED me on Snapchat which led me into a much needed introspection into security, relational needs, and dependency. I would like to share that a bit with you. I was proud of myself for standing face to face with what I thought was rejection and managing it better than IContinue reading “February 24”

February 13

Happy pre-Valentine’s Day! Happy Friday junior! What a day, what a life. I’e been averaging 6.2 – 6.5 hours of sleep a night and honestly think I could sleep more but I’ve been prioritizing workouts over everything. Which I think is okay for now, I’ve never been so obsessed with working out. My favorite “non-scaleContinue reading “February 13”

January Wrap-up

Well I got sick, so I took a break from writing. It’s the last day of the month, and I’m proud of myself for writing as many days as I did. It’s not easy adding a new habit, or changing a stubborn one.I wrote a lot about men, and 31 days in, I’m happy whereContinue reading “January Wrap-up”

January 23

Okay, okay so I’ve missed a few days. I’m still pretty proud of how often I’ve been posting. Big surprise but sleep has not come easy the past few days so last night I was in bed at 9 PM and woke up 5ish. Still feeling tired but way better after getting legitimate sleep. IContinue reading “January 23”

January 18

Wrote part of this on the 17th, but life and a concert kept me from posting. The date from the other night was fine. ‘A’ as we will call him was fine. We talked a lot about the weather and cooking. Which are not my favorite topics, but he himself…so nice. Last night I gotContinue reading “January 18”

January 16

Rolling Stones dude is moving to London. This is going to be a boy-heavy post. Reader be warned. We had plans to hang last night. I did not want to because my skin is breaking out from massage oils from my weekend Oregon spa trip as well as my back from running. I legitimately mightContinue reading “January 16”

January 10

If you made it to this day and you work a normal M-F 9-5 like I do then congratulations because we made it to Friday on the first full work week of the year. Ain’t that something?? So the past few days I was real stuck on that TED talk about purpose, but it’s FridayContinue reading “January 10”

January 4

Today may get written in two parts. I’m sitting at my dining table drinking my crazy Chinese tea (it’s called Blue People and it’s amazing) paying rent, cheating on chess, and then heading to the gym. Today is the first Saturday of the year. I have plans with a friend I have not seen inContinue reading “January 4”