journal – C-B-Doing Thangs

February 9

Lol happy new year, a month and a week plus change late. Oops. Year 2 of this “blog” hahah let’s see if I can post more this year than last. No big awesome lesson to impart, but i heard a phrase I’m obsessed with: Decide what kind of life you actually want. And then say no to everything that isn’t that.Continue reading “February 9”

February 26

My stupid, hurt ankle is probably going to keep me from running this half marathon that I have been preparing for for MONTHS. Whatever. Going to go hike instead. I don’t want to not be able to run all summer just because I pushed it too hard during the actual race. Deferring the short-term winContinue reading “February 26”

February 25

Spending time on people who like you only as an option is DUMB. Spending time on people who make you feel “less than” is DUMB. Spending time with people who don’t make you priority 1 is DUMB. Spending effort on people who don’t equally spend effort on you is DUMB. Ankle tendonitis getting real badContinue reading “February 25”

February 24

Yesterday I thought work dude BLOCKED me on Snapchat which led me into a much needed introspection into security, relational needs, and dependency. I would like to share that a bit with you. I was proud of myself for standing face to face with what I thought was rejection and managing it better than IContinue reading “February 24”

February 17

I have 7 min and 43 seconds until my computer restarts to install updates so I’m going to try to get this done in that time period. I have been so bad about keeping up with this daily so I’m going to try to mentally recommmit to this over the next few days. It’s funnyContinue reading “February 17”

February 13

Happy pre-Valentine’s Day! Happy Friday junior! What a day, what a life. I’e been averaging 6.2 – 6.5 hours of sleep a night and honestly think I could sleep more but I’ve been prioritizing workouts over everything. Which I think is okay for now, I’ve never been so obsessed with working out. My favorite “non-scaleContinue reading “February 13”

February 12

I’m on the bus to Bellevue, and just realized that I only brought 1 out of a need 2 shoes to change into after the gym. Damn it. I’m gonna be that girl wearing sneakers with a cute outfit. There are worse things. I noticed that I’ve been working at a slower and slightly lessContinue reading “February 12”

February 4

Damnnnn I drafted this on Feb. 4 and it’s now the 10th and I haven’t written in FOREVER AHHHH. Here’s what dramatic Christine was thinking almost a week ago lol: I feeeeeeel like I’m tired of living my loop. Do you ever just get tired of having to try your best at a job andContinue reading “February 4”

January Wrap-up

Well I got sick, so I took a break from writing. It’s the last day of the month, and I’m proud of myself for writing as many days as I did. It’s not easy adding a new habit, or changing a stubborn one.I wrote a lot about men, and 31 days in, I’m happy whereContinue reading “January Wrap-up”

January 23

Okay, okay so I’ve missed a few days. I’m still pretty proud of how often I’ve been posting. Big surprise but sleep has not come easy the past few days so last night I was in bed at 9 PM and woke up 5ish. Still feeling tired but way better after getting legitimate sleep. IContinue reading “January 23”