Monthly Archives: September 2021

Right, so, stupid adderall. I don’t have a problem with it, not addicted, taking it as prescribed, but I wanna be off. But I recognize that it changes and has changed my brain chemistry, and I can’t afford to deal with a week or a month or more of feeling lethargic. So, attempting to researchContinue reading “Weaning off adderall with the help of supplements.”

I last wrote about my struggle adjusting to a long distance relationship, as well as getting myself off adderall. Oh, ya, and nicotine. Homeboy and I had a talk yesterday, and I broke down. He was out of quarantine, loving his new life, and I was rapidly feeling deprioritized. A small thing, but I rememberContinue reading “Adjusting to a long-distance relationship while one person is lonely and one is flourishing.”

I’ve been dating J. for 11 months, and he is 3 weeks into a 6 month trip to Thailand and I’m fighting it, I’m sad, I’m jealous that he gets to experience all this new stuff and be surrounded all day with people who are adjusting to their new normal life while I have toContinue reading “September 12”