Well, y’all, I clearly did not stick to my “write daily” habit on this blog, have I? So, let’s do some updates.
COVID hit. Ya. The last time I wrote was PRE-Covid. That’s how long it’s been.
COVID sucks. My faction of friends has completely spread out leaving me just a tadddd bit lonely. (Read last sentence as: It’s depressing af how alone I felt).
Los Hombres: A few came, a few went, 1 entered and stayed. We call him J. We like J. However, we like J *soooo* much that those little pesky insecurities have popped up hard-core. So now, we are focusing on: how can I grow to support a loving relationship while at the same time reinstating therapy to help me work through existing issues? We will document this process a whole lot because we are doing some rapid and intense analysis of what insecurities I have, what triggers those insecurities, and how I can condition myself to react more calmly and appropriately in the moment.
Fitness: I spent two months away from Seattle in July and August to be with family and to pursue a short-term stay in San Diego with the amazing Marlina. I started walking a lot, and I really buckled down on macro-based eating, and I’m about 2 lbs away from my goal weight of 145 lbs which, the last time I weighed that, ya girl was in high school.
Mind & spirit: I’ve made zero progress becoming more spiritual, but doing some heavy-lifting in mental health and wellness. Reading more. Audible counts, right? Trying to re-learn piano. Really working on the habits that make me feel whole.
Okay, so, let’s see if I can at least close this year the way it started with a bit more consistency in updating this public journal.
C-B-Doing Thangs 