Damnnnn I drafted this on Feb. 4 and it’s now the 10th and I haven’t written in FOREVER AHHHH. Here’s what dramatic Christine was thinking almost a week ago lol:
I feeeeeeel like I’m tired of living my loop. Do you ever just get tired of having to try your best at a job and life and diet and hobbies you’re just kind of “meh” about?
I can’t be the only one there.
Gary Vee would be all “you’re just at the start of your journey” and like yeah maybe he’s right. But that doesn’t help with the fatigue of fighting uphill you know?
I’ll try to be less depressive lol.
My ankle felt like it was going to snap while running Saturday so I took off Sunday, went to get slightly trashed while watching the Super Bowl, had a crying friend and bruised my wrist, ate mac n cheese and called it a rest day.
So much better than the depressing stuff than I was talking about earlier, right?? Looool. Okay so then my poor ankle. Monday I did cycling. Still hurt. Mind you, I am less than a month out from the half marathon so… yikes. So I’m trying to take it easy. Slept in today and then tomorrow I’m doing a Barry’s class instead of my treadmill workout but I freaking miss my treadmill. Trying to be good before a 12 miler this Saturday.
Okay now that Feb. 4 Christine is done I can tell you that the 12 miler was semi-successful. Like I got the mileage in but I had to stop to eat 8 miles in because my blood sugar was so low lmao. OOPS.